disappointment

oh man...so disappointed with my tuition kid today..it was horrible.
she's like ultra smart...budden super heck care. the thing is she just dun take things seriously...and i find myself very demoralised when i really wanna teach her and she doesn't care a damn if she learns a darn thing or not. and the worst comes when her parents expect her to improve....how to improve when i push and she's not budging?! i dun know how to get her to understand why she has to study...imagine at 10 and u're wondering wad's the use of education? oh man...it juz feels totally grossed out.

there she was asking me why i have such a bad flu...but can't she see that i'm here bcos i dun wan another lag...dun wan another homework not done...dun wanna be progressing slow. hmmm...come to think of it...i dun even think i'm progressing...gross...i think i'm a real bad teacher. yeah..i m. gross