Dear lord...

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had the worst paper today...but thank you for the strength to guide me through...
i feared the paper...but you showed me a way out..

everyone is like pretty stress about exams lately...realise i hadn't tok to jj for a long time...since both of us were like bz with our own studying etc...thought she was handling it pretty well...

stopped studying in the morning...not sure why but i started writing to alice and jj...decided to give them post cards...the farnie thing was i started writing bible verses for jj...have been frens with her for so many years...never thought of doing that...it was later then i knew why.

was bathing halfway when she started telling me how stressed she was...how she cried the night b4 when she come back from studying...you have ur ways after all...making things wonderful...thank lord for guiding her thru these difficult times...

remembered last year i actually burst into tears after my econometrics paper...but thank god this time none of that happened...all has passed and i feel at peace..
this is realli amazing how one can actually feel totally anew...but of cos it's not by my might but yours.

yes...truly you do things in your way...sometimes i really wonder why but i guess the things you do makes so much sense after all..they were like arbitrary then bravo...a puzzle is completed! thru faith everything is possible and yes you are my strength and power and you make my path perfect...have to keep remembering that!

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tom's the most feared paper...macroecons..
this is horrible...feels like i'm getting nothing in...
gross...this module is the worst of all econs modules...
and btw econs is the worst subject of all that i have taken...
seriously...why is that? it's rhetorical...come to class and you'll understand..
put it alot of effort...hope it turns out well...at least juz a c...i'll be realli happy already

having trouble waking up every morning...just wanna get back to sleep...i guess it's the same for everyone..exam period...

wy's coming back on sat morn...think i'll go surprise him at the airport...feels really wierd cos hmm...it's been like ten over days since i last saw him...was realli looking forward to meeting him...but the disappointment of the econs paper prior to that day realli gettin me down...it's like a phobia u noe...after last year's econometrics paper...gross...came out crying cos the paper was horrible!!! but the marks turn out well...but...hmm...cant expect it to be the same this time...everybody is so zai!

got so stressed up...went for a run...seriously stress does give u the energy to run...juz kept running n running...feel so tired after tat...but at least i did accomplish sumthing today...

shall do econs later...rest abit...paper's at 1 tom...realli stressed up but ya...will get pass i guess...onli a horrifying experience tat's all..

god...this is getting realli sad rite? ok...shall be perky...everything will be well...have faith and god will guide!

till tom then~

Grossed out

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Oh man...so sad...my upsaid account was gone...din realise it was a one year trial..
now qijia told me this site cannot host pics...gross gross gross
feel like i need to write sumthing out...exams are gross..
had a paper...next paper will be on tuesday...and y do i feel so relaxed?
wy is not around in singapore...makes it all the more worse...feel like i'm doing nothing everyday..
depression mode sets in...weeks earlier prior to this...this is getting real bad i think..
juz wish this week will be over..
but of cos there'll be another week to go...but still...definitely easier than this..
am using this site to juz bleah my feelings out in the meantime..gross gross gross..