Thursday, April 15, 2004

Dear lord...

had the worst paper today...but thank you for the strength to guide me through...
i feared the paper...but you showed me a way out..

everyone is like pretty stress about exams lately...realise i hadn't tok to jj for a long time...since both of us were like bz with our own studying etc...thought she was handling it pretty well...

stopped studying in the morning...not sure why but i started writing to alice and jj...decided to give them post cards...the farnie thing was i started writing bible verses for jj...have been frens with her for so many years...never thought of doing that...it was later then i knew why.

was bathing halfway when she started telling me how stressed she was...how she cried the night b4 when she come back from studying...you have ur ways after all...making things wonderful...thank lord for guiding her thru these difficult times...

remembered last year i actually burst into tears after my econometrics paper...but thank god this time none of that happened...all has passed and i feel at peace..
this is realli amazing how one can actually feel totally anew...but of cos it's not by my might but yours.

yes...truly you do things in your way...sometimes i really wonder why but i guess the things you do makes so much sense after all..they were like arbitrary then bravo...a puzzle is completed! thru faith everything is possible and yes you are my strength and power and you make my path perfect...have to keep remembering that!

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