wednesday

i never like wednesday, dunno y
but i like tuesday and thursday and saturday...hates the rest.

think i'm becoming irritating...trying not to but yeah..
juz plain o' irritatin zy
this pathetic, irritating loser!
hate who i am, what i'm doing..
where's the girl i once was?
is this wad womanhood feels like?

i love..
the wind against my face,
the crackles of fire that dances against the dark,
the stars in the sky,
the sand beneath my toes,
the cool spring water running through my feet.

i love to..
draw,
be hugged,
be doted on,
laugh,
dance,
play.

i hate...
liars, anger, sadness and disappointment.

not sure why i'm telling this..
i just want to go back to the past.

was jogging juz now and i met kenneth n qijia..
felt so happy to see them.
two people whom i've known in sports club...two amazing ppl.
one is a great partner and another a doting brother...haha
sometimes u wish u could go back when u were happier...
when u play whose line in the middle of the night laffing like no others' business
when the girls would gather juz to yak their way thru the night.

those were the times..
very recent i should say.
getting irritating i think..
hate this man.

i miss daddy.