humans

saw a cat at my level..
surprise surprise...how did it manage to reach the 10th floor?
it's perched up on a thrown-away cupboard..
meowing for help.

went home n got it milk...told my mom i saw a cat outside with enthusiasm.
she said juz leave it alone and close the door b4 it comes in.
i went out anyway.
dad came back from jogging. reprimanded that i had offered it food.
i said it was hungry and was asking for help. he said it'll only follow us back.

whatever happened to kindness?

i'm confident my bro will bring it home if he sees it. n he's like the worst person i've ever known.

does the world hides traits that we are suppose to portray? that's so sad.

felt like crying for the cat. totally depressing. it's a half grown cat, or rather an older kitten. so thin n frail...

depressing days are everyday. there will be times where u juz stare and think of nothing else. apologising here isn't the solution. i feel sad for everybody. everyone except me. i feel so extra.

think he's gonna flare if i ask anymore questions. but i guess it's human nature to be curious. but i guessed i ask too much. becoming an irritant. i feel like someone recuperating...all the sudden attention at all the needs, the tolerance which would otherwise not have been tolerated for things that were done previously.

gross