Thursday, March 10, 2005

deep sigh....HAAAAAAAAAAI!!!

there's been like so many things happening recently...i'm started to think life is like a pile of shit...well...to be exact...the reality of life has perhaps made me feel so darn exhausted about competition. how one person can be so bitchy and slutty to get her way through to things.

i thought i was evil enough until i realised what she did was even worse. oh man...such a person exist? how do they sleep at night? how do they come out with new ideas to cover up their stupid asses for every lie they make? how can they still be alive? how come they do not feel anything about their actions at all?!

i guess this only boils down to one fact. the society breeds this kinda ppl. and only these kind of ppl can survive. why?! we tried getting a step ahead of her and guess what. she's so smart. whatever step that we take still will lead us into a situation where we will still get burned and her getting her way. what is this?!

thought i was evil enough already...writing the report was a torture...trying to point fingers at someone, even when she was evil. felt so hurtful for the dirt that can come out of her mouth. asked eric why is she so evil...and he said : we also can be evil...we juz dun have the heart to do it. so bottomline is...she's heartless... eric eric...always the one to pinpoint the fact but subtle enough to cover his own ass. office politics is scary... now i'm not even sure who's pointing at who. this is getting horrible.

in spite of this issue...i'm starting to get pek cek over the condition of my body. my back is suffering from an inumerable and irritation disease. sometimes it's pain, sometimes it's scratchy...sometimes it's pimple...wad the hell? the skin looks bad...redness and all...and that means i have to burn a hole in my pocket again!! arggh...the doc's fee is high!!!! arggh!!!

next! the ants problem...wad's w the ants? i've already thrown away the bag that was sweetened with candies (i noe it's disgusting) but why do they keep appearing?! arggh. on my tables...from my keyboard...from the printer! arggh...getting irritated over it already!

whywhywhy?! uncle jack's wedding is next week and i haven't got my dress!!! and i'm still so fat!!! feel so tired recently and running is definitely not an option for me...gross...why?!

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