Friday, May 27, 2005

home

been 2 weeks since i last come back to hall...was feeling nostalgic as my dad drove me back juz now. initially hated to come back cos i had to start packing to shift out of RVR...but after hearing this song by Beatles on the radio...i yearned to be back asap...lie on my bed...absorbing the last few moments of being in hall alone.

have been in this room for almost a year...it's a place where i seek refuge. when i try to run away from the problems of the world..i come back and lie beneath the bed covers. sad to say..soon this room will belong to another and i will no longer have any place to dwell in once refugee times begin.

i slept here, cried here, played here and grew up here. the past year has been a rapid progression of growing up. the moment i walked in, there the radio clock which i set to auto mode was playing. the feeling of coming back home feel superb.

on the way back the radio was playing 'hey jude' by Beatles. haha.. funny to say...i told myself the moment i came back i shall put all the Beatles mp3 i have to play...used to do that whenever i was stealing a nap. Beatles is sure one thing i learnt to like in NUS, right after taking the film and history module...haha...it sure changed abit of my life =)

hai...kinda feel sad i'm gonna leave here...holds so much memories...want to pack them all and shift it back home...but memories are fleeting...and that's wad scares me the most.

guess i'm still juz not ready to let go some things.

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